I've Got Demon Blood But Strive To Do GoodThere's a boat I wanna float on, sail awayI just wanna fall, break awayBreak away from these emotions that I've held so deep insideBreak away from the conflict deep within the caverns of my mindMy Father was a Demon, I've got Dracula's bloodMy Mother was an Angel, I wish I had her wings to fly awayFeel the pull in both directions, haunting, pulling, dragging me downDeep inside my aching heart, I just wishWishWish there was a way to just be meMy Father was a Devil I don't wanna take the path of evilMy Mother was an Angel but I'm not completely good insideWhy cant I just be meWhy can't I just be the person I strive to beWhy must I take the path of good or bad((Spoken)) Why must I choose to be either good or bad?
No. 58 - Kick in the HeadAlways blamedYou blame me for everythingAs if I can do anything about itAnd yetIf I try to fix thingsYou blame me for interferingI just cannot win can IWhy don't youFor one momentPut your life in my shoesAnd understand how I see the worldThe crushing responsibilityThe knowledge that I am the reasonThe reason you are still aliveAlways behind the scenesNever noticedUntil it all falls to piecesJust onceI wishWish that you can understand me for who I truly am
Love Is FrightfulYou know meUnderstand meAccept meYou complete me and without youI would be out of a jobA homeA lifeYou are smartHow can you not see thatHow can you think for one moment that you are a cowardWhen you take your fear and you do it anywayThe pain I go through dailyCan be soothed awayJust by knowing that you're there every step of the wayDespite knowing that at any time it can all go horribly wrongYou stick by meWhen you're with meWe are oneOne bodyOne mindOne heartI know how you feelYou know how I feelDespite the terror of being discoveredYou've always stuck by meAnd that's what I love about you
Love HurtsYou say you areUselessHelplessHopelessLovelessNot with your mouth, but with your very beingYou assume you barely deserve lifeThat you are lower than the very worms wriggling unseen in the soilBut you are more than that to meYou say you cannot love, but I know that even Cupid's arrows cannot penetrate one who has no love in their heartYou've acted upon love, I've seen youDon't deny itLove is painful but it also makes existing bearableYou are my rock that holds me steadyStabletogetherWithout you, what am I, but half of who I can beIf you are there with me